<<silently>>\n<<set Regulation = 3>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"Well, this could be worse," he says. "At least there is light at the near end of this tunnel." And then, "hold all these waves in your heart, as there will be greater waves on greater waters ahead. And these are merely on the small waters inside. The outer journey lies ahead..."\n\nYou wonder what he means, but not for long, as you realize he is a wizard, after all...\n\nHe continues, "Now, we must also work on turning up your lights of awareness at every level, because we do not know what dark perils you may face in the journey ahead..." And then after a poignant pause, he mutters barely audible words something like "though I can well guess..."\n\n"Which aspect of your soul is calling you to be lit up the most in this moment?"\n\nYou answer, after some consideration of all the possibilities:\n\n[["Awareness"|Awareness]]\n\n[["Attention"|Attention]]\n\n[["Focus"|Focus]]\n\n[["Thought"|Thought]]\n\n[["Action"|Action]]\n\n[["Organization"|Organization]]\n\n[["Social"|Social]]\n\n[["Spiritual"|Spiritual]]\n\n[["Manifestation"|Manifestation]]
<<silently>>\n<<set variable = 1>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nSuddenly, the Wizard Glendalf appears right in front of you, as tall as an elf! How does he do that, you wonder...\n\nHe must have heard your thoughts about needing to feel better soon for your journey, and he is asking "Which of the quintessential patterns fits your dominant symptoms?"\n\nYou think about it for a moment, refelcting on all the various annoyances here and there, and you realize what the most fundamental issue is. You choose the terrain you know you need to focus on balancing right now and say "Let the healing begin!"\n\n[[Depletion, Viruses, Degeneration or Cancer|Phase 1]]\n\n[[Rapid Aging, Bacteria or Paristes|Phase 2]]\n\n[[Slow Metabolism, Candida or other Fungi|Phase 3]]\n\n[[Allergy,Toxicity or Cleansing|Phase 4]]\n\n[[Stress or Hormonal/Endocrine Issues|Phase 5]]\n\n[[But then you realize and say, "I really don't have a clue which terrain I am in!"|Systems]]
<<silently>>\n<<set System = 5>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf sits back and says, "Hmmm..."\n\nYou wait...\n\nYou start to wonder how bad it is...\n\nThen he says, "I wonder how bad it is..."\n\nHe asks you how you have been responding to all the little things you have been doing in preparation for the big journey, like exercising, eating lots and lots of fresh greens, and taking the herbal potions he gave you a month ago...\n\nYou recall the past month and say,\n\n[[I really haven't noticed any change at all, no matter what I do.|Blocked Regulation]]\n\n[[It seems whatever I do that is supposed to be helping me prepare and get better just makes me feel worse somehow!|Negative Regulation]]\n\n[[Well, actually, I really am having a time trying to figure out what is happening. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes worse. It is really all very confusing!|Mixed Regulation]]\n\n[[I think I am doing pretty well. And when I do remember to do the things you have told me, I think I actually feel better.|Positive Regulation]]\n\n[[Truly I am preparing myself, consciously making all the right choices, and doing better as a result.|Optimum Regulation]]\n
<<silently>>\n<<set Phase = 5>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf begins to look you over as if he is seeing right through your flesh into the bones and sinews and all that stuff you would rather not think about...\n\nHe asks, "Is there a location where your symptoms are mostly clustered?"\n\n[[Kidney, Urinary Tract and Muscles|System 1]]\n\n[[Bones, Immune System, Lymph and Cardiovascular|System 2]]\n\n[[Gastro-Intestinal Tract, Liver, Pancreas and Lungs|System 3]]\n\n[[Nerves and Hormones (Endocrine)|System 4]]\n\n[[Skin|System 5]]\n\n[[I really am quite a mystery even to myself, as I cannot say that any one of these contains the key to localizing my issues in any distinctive way...|Regulation]]\n\n
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 1>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf leans in as he draws on his overly long pipe, and says "Yes, you need to fill your space with a greater volume of presence in your body, your breath and your senses, if this important journey is to succeed! How else will you find your wings?"\n\nYou respond, "Somehow, I know you are right. I seem to be somewhere else much of the time, as if my spirit were already gone on this journey... or maybe its just the inner stress of preparing and yet still trying to keep up with being me on the outside. I don't know..."\n\nYou take a deep breath, and relax. But then you realize you have just deeply inhaled that cloud of pipeweed smoke that Glendalf released around you.\n\nYou feel rather good, but a little strange, too. Light headed or something, but anyway, it seems those cares that were weighing on you just a moment ago have been washed right on through you, floating downwind on the breeze along with that wizard's breath...\n\nRefreshed, you feel yourself adjust your posture, feeling your feet on the earth, as you breathe again deeply, feeling the relaxation and rejuvenation beginning to light up every little cell.\n\nYou look at your hand, and think "Hmmm... I must not be dreaming. I can see my hand, but it is almost glowing. Is this what it feels like to have radiant health?"\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 2>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf leans in as he draws on his overly long pipe, and says "Yes, you need to be more attentive to how you ground your inner attention in your heart, and where you center it in the world around you, if this important journey is to succeed! How can you hope to navigate if you don't know where you are, or where you are going?"\n\nYou respond, "I know you are right. I seem to be scattered much of the time, as if my spirit were already gone on my journey... or maybe its just the inner stress of preparing and yet still trying to keep up with being me on the outside. I don't know..."\n\nYou feel your heart's rhythmic beat inside your chest, and the warmth of its glow spreading to every nook and cranny, inside and out. You notice how this gives you a special hold on your direction, where you feel drawn with a knowing sense that you will do what needs to be done...\n\nRefreshed, you feel centered, whole, relaxed.\n\nYou become aware of your hand, and think "Hmmm... I can see my hand, and it feels radiant. What a joy it is to receive the fullness of this moment."\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 9>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nYou take stock of yourself for a moment and realize that you are really manifesting the journey within yourself, even before you take your first outward step...\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set System = 3>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"I see", says the wizard. "Have you been sticking to the diet I gave you, or have too many nut cakes and berry bars been jumping onto your plate?" \n\nHe laughs a hearty laugh...\n\nHe asks you how you have been responding to all the little things you have been doing in preparation for the big journey, like exercising, eating lots and lots of fresh greens, and taking the herbal potions he gave you a month ago...\n\nYou recall the past month and say,\n\n[[I really haven't noticed any change at all, no matter what I do.|Blocked Regulation]]\n\n[[It seems whatever I do that is supposed to be helping me prepare and get better just makes me feel worse somehow!|Negative Regulation]]\n\n[[Well, actually, I really am having a time trying to figure out what is happening. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes worse. It is really all very confusing!|Mixed Regulation]]\n\n[[I think I am doing pretty well. And when I do remember to do the things you have told me, I think I actually feel better.|Positive Regulation]]\n\n[[Truly I am preparing myself, consciously making all the right choices, and doing better as a result.|Optimum Regulation]]\n
<<silently>>\n<<set System = 2>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"Hmmm... This is pretty serious, my Friend" says the wizard.\n\n"It could be worse, mind you, but you must have your support system solidly beneath you when you push off on such a voyage..."\n\nHe asks you how you have been responding to all the little things you have been doing in preparation for the big journey, like exercising, eating lots and lots of fresh greens, and taking the herbal potions he gave you a month ago...\n\nYou recall the past month and say,\n\n[[I really haven't noticed any change at all, no matter what I do.|Blocked Regulation]]\n\n[[It seems whatever I do that is supposed to be helping me prepare and get better just makes me feel worse somehow!|Negative Regulation]]\n\n[[Well, actually, I really am having a time trying to figure out what is happening. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes worse. It is really all very confusing!|Mixed Regulation]]\n\n[[I think I am doing pretty well. And when I do remember to do the things you have told me, I think I actually feel better.|Positive Regulation]]\n\n[[Truly I am preparing myself, consciously making all the right choices, and doing better as a result.|Optimum Regulation]]\n
<<silently>>\n<<set System = 1>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"Oooh...", says the wizard, "You are not going anywhere until we get your flow back."\n\n"This is your deepest layer that is affected, and you shouldn't push yourself right now. You could hurt your muscles if you strain them too much, or worse, injure your kidneys. They are the hardest to repair..."\n\n"But not to worry. I brought the medicines you will need, so let's get to work on this!"\n\n"Now, what else is going on, eh?"\n\nHe asks you how you have been responding to all the little things you have been doing in preparation for the big journey, like exercising, eating lots and lots of fresh greens, and taking the herbal potions he gave you a month ago...\n\nYou recall the past month and say,\n\n[[I really haven't noticed any change at all, no matter what I do.|Blocked Regulation]]\n\n[[It seems whatever I do that is supposed to be helping me prepare and get better just makes me feel worse somehow!|Negative Regulation]]\n\n[[Well, actually, I really am having a time trying to figure out what is happening. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes worse. It is really all very confusing!|Mixed Regulation]]\n\n[[I think I am doing pretty well. And when I do remember to do the things you have told me, I think I actually feel better.|Positive Regulation]]\n\n[[Truly I am preparing myself, consciously making all the right choices, and doing better as a result.|Optimum Regulation]]\n
<<silently>>\n<<set Regulation = 4>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf looks at you and just grins, knowingly. And then, almost imperceptibly, he nods twice as if he has reached some definite conclusion...\n\nHe continues, "Now, we must also turn up your light of awareness at every level, because we do not know what perils you may face in the journey ahead..." And then after a poignant pause, he mutters barely audible words something like "though I can well guess..."\n\n"Which aspect of your soul is calling you to be lit up the most in this moment?"\n\nYou answer, after some consideration of all the possibilities:\n\n[["Awareness"|Awareness]]\n\n[["Attention"|Attention]]\n\n[["Focus"|Focus]]\n\n[["Thought"|Thought]]\n\n[["Action"|Action]]\n\n[["Organization"|Organization]]\n\n[["Social"|Social]]\n\n[["Spiritual"|Spiritual]]\n\n[["Manifestation"|Manifestation]]
<<silently>>\n<<set System = 5>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"Ah, well", he says, "the skin is often the last to heal. If that's the worst of it, then you must be doing better on the inside where all those important parts you avoid thinking about live..."\n\nHe asks you how you have been responding to all the little things you have been doing in preparation for the big journey, like exercising, eating lots and lots of fresh greens, and taking the herbal potions he gave you a month ago...\n\nYou recall the past month and say,\n\n[[I really haven't noticed any change at all, no matter what I do.|Blocked Regulation]]\n\n[[It seems whatever I do that is supposed to be helping me prepare and get better just makes me feel worse somehow!|Negative Regulation]]\n\n[[Well, actually, I really am having a time trying to figure out what is happening. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes worse. It is really all very confusing!|Mixed Regulation]]\n\n[[I think I am doing pretty well. And when I do remember to do the things you have told me, I think I actually feel better.|Positive Regulation]]\n\n[[Truly I am preparing myself, consciously making all the right choices, and doing better as a result.|Optimum Regulation]]\n
<<silently>>\n<<set System = 4>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"Well, I know how important you think your brain is, and communication of all kinds is certainly going to be essential for you to navigate the coming journey, but it could be much worse."\n\nHe asks you how you have been responding to all the little things you have been doing in preparation for the big journey, like exercising, eating lots and lots of fresh greens, and taking the herbal potions he gave you a month ago...\n\nYou recall the past month and say,\n\n[[I really haven't noticed any change at all, no matter what I do.|Blocked Regulation]]\n\n[[It seems whatever I do that is supposed to be helping me prepare and get better just makes me feel worse somehow!|Negative Regulation]]\n\n[[Well, actually, I really am having a time trying to figure out what is happening. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes worse. It is really all very confusing!|Mixed Regulation]]\n\n[[I think I am doing pretty well. And when I do remember to do the things you have told me, I think I actually feel better.|Positive Regulation]]\n\n[[Truly I am preparing myself, consciously making all the right choices, and doing better as a result.|Optimum Regulation]]\n
Your Hero's Journey
You are dealing with Phase <<print (Phase)>> (out of 5) issues in System <<print (System)>> (out of 5) with level <<print (Regulation)>> (out of 5) Regulation. You are working on Level <<print (Consciousness)>> (out of 9) of Consciousness on the outbound half of your Hero's Journey.\n\nMake note of your coordinates so you can track your journey through Glendalf's Clinical Theory of Everything.\n\nYour numbers will fluctuate as you healing takes you through retracing past steps of incomplete healing.\n\nYou will also find the the coordinates of your symptoms evaluated here can be quite different from the underlying causal level that leads and guides you on your journey.\n\nBiofield Analysis will give you a deeper understanding of your path and the next steps you need to take to optimize your progress along the way.\n\nSet up your visit with Glendalf right now...
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 4>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf looks you in the eyes, and says "Don't ever get tricked into thinking that your thoughts are all there is to you. It's a worrysome trap that you will nevertheless fall into now and again."\n\nYou almost know what he means, and you say, "I think I know what you mean... I think."\n\n"Words are so self contained, even when they roll around after each other in my head. Sometimes I think they even distract me from being aware of my body, my heart, my breath..."\n\n"Well said, my fine friend," replied the old wizard as he took a draw on his long pipe.\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 7>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf gazed off toward the community, where the others were busy with activity and interaction. He says, "\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 5>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nSuddently Glendalf seems energized by the topic. He says, "Be gentle with your actions. Think of them as a two edged sword that can cut both ways... Find the precise middle path and follow it impeccably."\n\nYou reply, "You mean be neither hasty, nor reticent?"\n\n"Precisely, my friend," answered Glendalf, "and remember, to that Memory is a trace of your actions that remains, just as your Will precedes them into time before you."\n\nThinking aloud, you say, "So I am like a ship at see, aiming by the stars, and leaving a wake behind?"\n\n"Yes, it's something very much like that, but that's not all you will need to get to your destination..."\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 6>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf says, "You will need a map to guide you along the way, but not just this map of paper. As you study it, imagine the places you will see. Then when you arrive at each one, you will begin to notice certain things that stand out... things you would want to add to your mind map; things that are special in some way... Imagine what all those things may be that lie ahead, and accept them in advance, before you get there. Know that your future self already knows, and you are learning how to open yourself, to be willing to allow that greater portion of you to lead, as you learn how to serve that which is greater and good."\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Regulation = 2>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"O.K. That's good," he says. "And by that, I mean it certainly could be worse... You could have told me that you don't feel anything at all."\n\nYou wonder, as you do sometimes, if you really are lucky to have been befriended by such an unusual character. You think to yourself (afraid to say it), "What an enigmatic thing to say..."\n\nHe continues, "Now, we must also turn up your light of awareness at every level, because we do not know what perils you may face in the journey ahead..." And then after a poignant pause, he mutters barely audible words something like "though I can well guess..."\n\n"Which aspect of your soul is calling you to be lit up the most in this moment?"\n\nYou answer, after some consideration of all the possibilities:\n\n[["Awareness"|Awareness]]\n\n[["Attention"|Attention]]\n\n[["Focus"|Focus]]\n\n[["Thought"|Thought]]\n\n[["Action"|Action]]\n\n[["Organization"|Organization]]\n\n[["Social"|Social]]\n\n[["Spiritual"|Spiritual]]\n\n[["Manifestation"|Manifestation]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 8>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nYou and Glendalf look at each other, and just have this deep understanding, this knowing... that's hard to explain, but fortunately it is entirely unnecessary to put into words at all. \n\nFor a moment, you are both just enjoying the air, the sound of a woodthrus in the dusky light of The Shire...\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Consciousness = 3>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf leans back and says "Yes, you have much to be grateful for, dear Friend. Always remember that gratitude is full payment for the gift of grace!"\n\nYou respond, "I know you are right. I am blessed in so many ways... I thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the guidance and healing you have given me..."\n\nYou feel filled to overflow with appreciation for life itself. You want to focus on this experience, this moment, and never forget...\n\nYou suddenly feel confident that whatever may happen, good will come of it.\n\n[[Summary|Summary]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Phase = 2>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf says to you, "You are clearly not ready for the journey, but it is fortunate that you may be able to prepare quickly. I certainly hope so. You must rebuild your cellular enzymes so you are no longer leaking like a seive. All these other creatures that are attracted to live on and in your body are extra helpers you don't want to have to keep carrying and feeding along the way. What's more, these shadows, gaps and holes in your light shield will allow worse parasites access to get in and suck on your life force where you will be going!"\n\nGlendalf then begins to look you over as if he is seeing right through your flesh into the bones and sinews and all that stuff you would rather not think about...\n\nHe asks, "Is there a location where your symptoms are mostly clustered?"\n\n[[Kidney, Urinary Tract and Muscles|System 1]]\n\n[[Bones, Immune System, Lymph and Cardiovascular|System 2]]\n\n[[Gastro-Intestinal Tract, Liver, Pancreas and Lungs|System 3]]\n\n[[Nerves and Hormones (Endocrine)|System 4]]\n\n[[Skin|System 5]]\n\n[[I really am quite a mystery even to myself, as I cannot say that any one of these contains the key to localizing my issues in any distinctive way...|Regulation]]\n\n
<<silently>>\n<<set Phase = 3>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nThe healing wizard pats you on the back and says, "Well, you will survive at least. Continue making progress like this and you will be able to regenerate your body from the cells that are restoring their ability to repair themselves and make all new."\n\nGlendalf then begins to look you over as if he is seeing right through your flesh into the bones and sinews and all that stuff you would rather not think about...\n\nHe asks, "Is there a location where your symptoms are mostly clustered?"\n\n[[Kidney, Urinary Tract and Muscles|System 1]]\n\n[[Bones, Immune System, Lymph and Cardiovascular|System 2]]\n\n[[Gastro-Intestinal Tract, Liver, Pancreas and Lungs|System 3]]\n\n[[Nerves and Hormones (Endocrine)|System 4]]\n\n[[Skin|System 5]]\n\n[[I really am quite a mystery even to myself, as I cannot say that any one of these contains the key to localizing my issues in any distinctive way...|Regulation]]\n\n
<<silently>>\n<<set Regulation = 1>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"Oh dear, me!", you hear Glendalf resonate in his loud wizard voice...\n\n"This won't do at all...", he goes on...\n\n"No how... No way...", muttering under his breath.\n\n"We will need to work some very special healing to unblock the blocked parts. Why you might as well beat a dead pony as to ride off on your journey in this condition."\n\n"But I don't feel that bad, really!", you counter.\n\n"Nevertheless, this is the worst situation of all. We must unblock your regulation. You may feel worse before you feel better, but in the end you will thank me for it."\n\nHe continues, "Now, we must also turn up your light of awareness at every level, because we do not know what perils you may face in the journey ahead..." And then after a poignant pause, he mutters barely audible words something like "though I can well guess..."\n\n"Which aspect of your soul is calling you to be lit up the most in this moment?"\n\nYou answer, after some consideration of all the possibilities:\n\n[["Awareness"|Awareness]]\n\n[["Attention"|Attention]]\n\n[["Focus"|Focus]]\n\n[["Thought"|Thought]]\n\n[["Action"|Action]]\n\n[["Organization"|Organization]]\n\n[["Social"|Social]]\n\n[["Spiritual"|Spiritual]]\n\n[["Manifestation"|Manifestation]]
<<silently>>\n<<set Phase = 1>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf says, "Well, this is very serious. Your cells are not receiving the light they need. We must restore you mitochondial function with lots of oxygen and nourishing fuel so your cells can glow again with light. That will clean out all the little nooks and crannies so we can start getting rid of all that is not needed for the journey... and travel light!"\n\nGlendalf then begins to look you over as if he is seeing right through your flesh into the bones and sinews and all that stuff you would rather not think about...\n\nHe asks, "Is there a location where your symptoms are mostly clustered?"\n\n[[Kidney, Urinary Tract and Muscles|System 1]]\n\n[[Bones, Immune System, Lymph and Cardiovascular|System 2]]\n\n[[Gastro-Intestinal Tract, Liver, Pancreas and Lungs|System 3]]\n\n[[Nerves and Hormones (Endocrine)|System 4]]\n\n[[Skin|System 5]]\n\n[[I really am quite a mystery even to myself, as I cannot say that any one of these contains the key to localizing my issues in any distinctive way...|Regulation]]\n\n
<<silently>>\n<<set Phase = 4>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf gives you a wizardy look, and tells you that you should keep wringing the sponge and putting it back in the mess again.\n\nAs you wonder quite what he means, he laughs and just says, "Better out than in, my friend."\n\nGlendalf then begins to look you over as if he is seeing right through your flesh into the bones and sinews and all that stuff you would rather not think about...\n\nHe asks, "Is there a location where your symptoms are mostly clustered?"\n\n[[Kidney, Urinary Tract and Muscles|System 1]]\n\n[[Bones, Immune System, Lymph and Cardiovascular|System 2]]\n\n[[Gastro-Intestinal Tract, Liver, Pancreas and Lungs|System 3]]\n\n[[Nerves and Hormones (Endocrine)|System 4]]\n\n[[Skin|System 5]]\n\n[[I really am quite a mystery even to myself, as I cannot say that any one of these contains the key to localizing my issues in any distinctive way...|Regulation]]\n\n
<<silently>>\n<<set Phase = 5>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\n"Thank goodness you are ready for your journey. It is merely a matter of balancing your load that you terrain needs!"\n\nHe says "This is all very well and good, but what about all the parts? How are they all working now?"\n\nGlendalf begins to look you over as if he is seeing right through your flesh into the bones and sinews and all that stuff you would rather not think about...\n\nHe asks, "Is there a location where your symptoms are mostly clustered?"\n\n[[Kidney, Urinary Tract and Muscles|System 1]]\n\n[[Bones, Immune System, Lymph and Cardiovascular|System 2]]\n\n[[Gastro-Intestinal Tract, Liver, Pancreas and Lungs|System 3]]\n\n[[Nerves and Hormones (Endocrine)|System 4]]\n\n[[Skin|System 5]]\n\n[[I really am quite a mystery even to myself, as I cannot say that any one of these contains the key to localizing my issues in any distinctive way...|Regulation]]\n\n\n
Glendalf
<<silently>>\n<<set Regulation = 5>>\n<<endsilently>>\n\nGlendalf gets up and dances a little circle jig...\n\nHe's got a big grin on his face, so it must be one of his happy dances...\n\nHe continues, "Now, we must also turn up your light of awareness at every level, because we do not know what perils you may face in the journey ahead..." And then after a poignant pause, he mutters barely audible words something like "though I can well guess..."\n\n"Which aspect of your soul is calling you to be lit up the most in this moment?"\n\nYou answer, after some consideration of all the possibilities:\n\n[["Awareness"|Awareness]]\n\n[["Attention"|Attention]]\n\n[["Focus"|Focus]]\n\n[["Thought"|Thought]]\n\n[["Action"|Action]]\n\n[["Organization"|Organization]]\n\n[["Social"|Social]]\n\n[["Spiritual"|Spiritual]]\n\n[["Manifestation"|Manifestation]]